if I can choose the way

if I can choose the way we communicate
I would choose sign language

if I can choose the language we speak
I would choose a language that you are unfamiliar with

if that can slow you down
make you think carefully
and you will stop rattling on

if it can helps you sort out your thoughts
stop all the suppression
I would choose to listen with my heart

If I can choose the way...
I would choose silence

A brand new day?

Today I had a chat with pixelrain, he'd so much prob in getting his flat too.
And he told me to try to see a man's perspective, that they tends to be bit slower & relax in getting things done, man just need some whipping to get him into action.

Anyway that's not the only enlightenment today ... I went for a puff, & start thinking, am I going to be sad forever, have I forgotten the reason why i'm married to this man. Probably I did, i marry him to hopefully create a different kind of happiness. I'd my family love, i gain back my lost frenship. Now i shld be looking forward to having my own family life, and sharing with my family. *double happiness*

Maybe I should start changing, changing the curse that had been follow us since ROM. Who else do we have beside our love one?
Am I getting too profound?
I can't understand myself totally anyway...
But I know from today, I need to do something for myself.

one of those days that i feel sad

wrote this one night when i walk on the street to the bus-stop to get home, but where's my home?