tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-227687682024-03-07T14:00:27.708+08:00clear tearmy thoughts of everyone and everything in my life.ClearTearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084226710660433802noreply@blogger.comBlogger19125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22768768.post-16019474517232384982010-03-08T23:56:00.000+08:002010-03-08T23:57:02.310+08:00期望。expectation你能接受我的懦弱吗?<br />你能让我放声哭泣吗?<br />我的忧郁让你困扰吗?<br />你觉得我生病了吗?<br />我一定要天天微笑吗?<br />人一定要坚强吗?<br />世界不能接受弱者吗?<br />流泪就是神经病吗?<br />自卑等于没有用吗?<br />不快乐需要假装快乐吗?<br /><br />- 那我不再说话,因为我不会说骗话。ClearTearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084226710660433802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22768768.post-60001826462336113512009-06-24T13:09:00.002+08:002009-06-24T13:15:31.757+08:00四 。九 。九 。四月九日,我因为食物中毒而躺在床上。<br />每个月来一次的事,也延迟了。<br />非常纳闷,非常痛苦,连很旧不见的朋友,我也爽约了。<br /><br />在一切痛苦之中,却发现了一件喜事。<br />不是因为食物中毒而月经延迟,<br />而是,我升级了,我要当妈妈了。<br /><br />喜。ClearTearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084226710660433802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22768768.post-81004075032587016302009-02-23T17:04:00.005+08:002009-05-11T15:16:06.042+08:00歌和我的好友惠龙说起年轻时,曾为一个伤我心的男生写了一首歌,差点就忘了。<br /><br />我只大概记得Chorus -<br /><br />你把承诺都带走,悲伤却流给我<br />我只要握你的手,别无所求<br />可是你说我不好,我不够。<br /><br />惠龙说:“少女情怀总是恃!”<br /><br />哈哈,真的好傻啊以前。ClearTearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084226710660433802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22768768.post-30665155633205178042009-01-01T23:34:00.002+08:002009-01-01T23:39:56.301+08:00二 。零零 。九<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'courier new';">二零零九年,没什么意义,</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'courier new';">因为从开始至今,并没有什么改变。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'courier new';">一切归零,和从前一样。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'courier new';">所以不是一个结束,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'courier new';">因为它从来没有开始过。</span></div>ClearTearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084226710660433802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22768768.post-23809169948113193292008-10-10T13:16:00.005+08:002009-01-15T17:01:25.870+08:00请珍惜我,在你身边的日子。<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">就在我嚷嚷着,要与他分开的时候</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">天或许在考虑,就让我这样的离去。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">在我考虑离开,我多年的压力</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">天似乎在为我做决定。</span></span></div>ClearTearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084226710660433802noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22768768.post-6561405247213298012008-05-07T12:00:00.007+08:002008-06-26T13:50:20.914+08:00闷和闲不是好朋友!<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">一个沸腾的心,被关在家里,</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">在门字里的心,变成了闷,她就在家里发闷气。</span></span><div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">一个懒惰的木头,留在家里,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">在门字里的木,变成了闲,他开心地闲着。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Georgia;"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhwrPnWG7csQMN4FvDwNUtGtEfEoGC9SmF7eJfvv8n17TPSxv8HbwAJfPhNa1YcDDKIDb5VKL0QD-Z4e0-YjjFoZiXJIuLk3N3pI_s0gUtVmHxfm84ZpPeUIF3-D70CQdk227Jx/s200/bored.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5197518951174473522" /></span></span></div></div></div>ClearTearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084226710660433802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22768768.post-51382598399502120032008-03-26T21:56:00.006+08:002008-03-26T22:16:48.946+08:00结 。婚<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">如果结婚,附带着许多承诺。</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">那,婚结了,而承诺没被守着,是否就应该把婚给了结了。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">婚姻本是两个人的事,快乐不快乐,只有当事人知道。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">因为只有当事人,才看到对方的缺点,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">也或许,只是两个人不适合对方。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">他好,她好,不等于那婚姻就好,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">世界好人也许多,婚姻不是两个好人在一起就行了。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">爱情是如此简单,结婚却是如此复杂,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">就象爱与恨的混合体,就因如此,我讨厌它。</span></div>ClearTearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084226710660433802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22768768.post-1153121201614393062006-07-17T14:34:00.004+08:002008-05-12T15:53:30.316+08:00家。<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">“家庭是被婚姻、血緣或收養的紐帶聯係起來身份相互作用和交往,<br />創造一個共同的文化”<br /><br />“本是同根生,相煎何太急”这是一个很有道理的一句话。<br />人们常说,能成朋友,是一种缘份。<br />那么,人须要多大的缘份,才能成为一家人。<br /><br />或许有人说是孽缘,但我认为,是人类不珍惜这缘份,<br />才把缘份给糟蹋了。<br /><br />一家人的团结,在于沟通,了解,谅解。<br />不容易,但,有心的话,一定行。<br /></span><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/1600/SIL.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/400/SIL.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>ClearTearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084226710660433802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22768768.post-1152167418123703972006-07-06T14:10:00.000+08:002006-07-17T14:20:43.133+08:00我不要因为一句话,伤了和气。我不知道他为何那么生气<br />因为我的一个想法,变成了争执<br />或许我伤了他的心,他才把伤心还给我<br />或许那是他的敏感地带,而我又是那么的直接<br />那么的不小心,让我的关心,让我们伤了和气。ClearTearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084226710660433802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22768768.post-1150193178920592282006-06-13T17:47:00.000+08:002006-06-13T18:06:18.930+08:00家在那里?When I was 20 years old, it was the 1st time I experienced what it meant by heart broken.<br />Literally, you feel pain in your heart, it felt like your heart cracking.<br /><br />This year 2006.. I am 29 years old, just last year and this year alone.<br />I had felt so many times, that my heart cried.<br />Its like a cringing feeling, its like my heart dip into a sour lemonade.<br /><br />sigh. 我要快乐,我要能睡得安稳。ClearTearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084226710660433802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22768768.post-1149139157711448452006-06-01T13:01:00.000+08:002006-06-15T11:02:17.300+08:00Am I married for 1 yr?Getting Married now is so confusing.. <br />I ROM on 31st May 2005, I start dating Terence 10th Sept 2001 (well he said so)<br />So we used to celebrate on 10th sept every year.<br />Yesterday we celebrated our 1 yr ROM anniversary at Batam. <br />My customary 22nd November 2006, so next time which should I celebrate?<br /><br />Oh nevermind...<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/1600/BATAMFRAME.1.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/400/BATAMFRAME.1.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>Anyway, I had a great time at Batam,<br />Never expect a 1 day trip can be so nice.<br /><br />Happy Anniversary Dear<br />We got to celebrate our special days till we grow old and wrinkled.ClearTearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084226710660433802noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22768768.post-1148546521771994412006-05-25T16:24:00.000+08:002006-05-26T18:10:49.923+08:00A poem for youI try to write a poem for you<br />For your birthday<br />For you to be happy<br /><br />When you are feeling low<br />With anxiety for the choices <br />And decision you have to make<br />We will be here to help you think<br /><br />Putting 3 hearts on your 2 hands<br />As you turn 32<br />Please be happy for us<br />And we hope you will be<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/1600/hong.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/400/hong.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>ClearTearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084226710660433802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22768768.post-1148284721576911652006-05-22T15:47:00.000+08:002006-05-22T15:58:41.586+08:00变还是不变我亲爱的姐姐:<br />是的,人常说。<br />做生不如做熟。<br />但,答应我,一年后。<br />要有变化,有进步。<br /><br />因为我担心你,关心你。<br />这是我不由自主的。<br /><br />不要永远做一个。<br />平静的湖。<br />要做一个辽阔的海。<br /><br />-没用的妹妹流笔。ClearTearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084226710660433802noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22768768.post-1144915053367460462006-04-13T15:45:00.000+08:002006-05-06T15:46:58.253+08:00remembering japan<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/1600/happyseng.1.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/200/happyseng.0.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>7 april, ah seng insist that i buy him dinner. His requirement - aircon, expensive, delicious, full of variety. I keep suggesting hawker, cheap and good... oh well, in the end he decided on japanese ramen, restaurant call "sapporo ramen Miharu" at gallery hotel.<br /> <br />Reluntantly i check on the internet what so good about it to go all the way to gallery hotel, interestingly i found my favourite Tsuke ramen, the one i had in tokyo... my excitement had spread to ah cheng, who i called to see the delicious noodle photo. So without asking ah seng, we 2 girls tag along, like our own date, he is like a body guard haahaa.<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/1600/chengnoodle.0.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/400/chengnoodle.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>oh a background on ah seng, he used to be my client, its fate that we got to know that we live on the same area, like salty food, margarita due to the salt on the rim ahhaha. Ah seng, if u reading this, remember to buy me yummy stuff when u go abroad again. <a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/1600/tiredivy.0.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/400/tiredivy.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>But seriously, i believe u need fate to be frens, but not sure if the fate is forever. I lost a lot of frens and regain some frens in the 29 yrs journey of my life... its a long road, to keep the frens by your side due to different commitments in life. well.. we will see.<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/1600/tsukenoodle.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/320/tsukenoodle.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>ClearTearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084226710660433802noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22768768.post-1143437799202285782006-03-27T13:24:00.000+08:002006-03-30T14:57:17.380+08:00if I can choose the wayif I can choose the way we communicate<br />I would choose sign language<br /><br />if I can choose the language we speak<br />I would choose a language that you are unfamiliar with<br /><br />if that can slow you down<br />make you think carefully<br />and you will stop rattling on<br /><br />if it can helps you sort out your thoughts<br />stop all the suppression<br />I would choose to listen with my heart<br /><br />If I can choose the way...<br />I would choose silence<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/1600/speakdogcat.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/400/speakdogcat.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>ClearTearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084226710660433802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22768768.post-1142225727928313232006-03-13T12:43:00.000+08:002006-03-16T18:27:32.246+08:00A brand new day?<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/1600/rom.0.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/400/rom.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>Today I had a chat with pixelrain, he'd so much prob in getting his flat too. <br />And he told me to try to see a man's perspective, that they tends to be bit slower & relax in getting things done, man just need some whipping to get him into action.<br /><br />Anyway that's not the only enlightenment today ... I went for a puff, & start thinking, am I going to be sad forever, have I forgotten the reason why i'm married to this man. Probably I did, i marry him to hopefully create a different kind of happiness. I'd my family love, i gain back my lost frenship. Now i shld be looking forward to having my own family life, and sharing with my family. *double happiness*<br /><br />Maybe I should start changing, changing the curse that had been follow us since ROM. Who else do we have beside our love one? <br />Am I getting too profound? <br />I can't understand myself totally anyway... <br />But I know from today, I need to do something for myself.ClearTearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084226710660433802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22768768.post-1141961959588957882006-03-10T11:34:00.000+08:002006-03-10T11:39:19.600+08:00one of those days that i feel sadwrote this one night when i walk on the street to the bus-stop to get home, but where's my home?<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/1600/night.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/400/night.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>ClearTearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084226710660433802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22768768.post-1141022951359852452006-02-27T14:34:00.001+08:002006-03-13T13:00:03.346+08:00my pretty sister<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/1600/spidydowny.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5036/2321/200/spidydowny.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>Never tot my pretty sister is feeling so sad... all becos of stupid pple she work with. Really amazing why in this world, stupid pple can get paid to do stupid jobs. I wish i can have loads of money, i would want the 2 person who i love so dearly in my life to be free from debts, free from pple who make them feel down. I want them to be happy.<br /><br />Life is so rough, why can't it be smooth sailing for kind pple like us. This roller coaster life is so stressful, partly being a Singaporean is worst.. My cousin-in-law wife from USA, was complaining to me that getting a flat in Singapore is so difficult.. unless choose those "bird also dun lay eggs" places and kill ourselves when we cannot sell it next time and our children goes to some ulu school. See its not only the Singaporeans complaining ok.ClearTearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084226710660433802noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22768768.post-1140516017045118422006-02-21T17:56:00.000+08:002006-02-21T18:00:17.056+08:00baby blogger(^oo^) start blogging today 210206, after seeing how boring my hubby blog is. But he was rather expressive compare to his usual self. His anger on getting a flat.. oh well... who else can he blame for starting the house searching so late. Of cos, the system in getting a flat here ain't easy either, unless... u choose the "rural" area hahaha. Ok sign off... more to come i hope. eYe veeeeeClearTearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084226710660433802noreply@blogger.com0